I put my head buried deep in the river where the sea's shoulders, as if afraid to look up the subconscious Ji-sub has been found to me. I am familiar with the river through the sea smelled his clothes, slowly penetrated my nose , so I am even more confused. dance floor inside the music more and more strong, bold powerful drum beat a record of a credit for my chest, as if the many dim memories of a long time did not dare to touch all knock back inside to my body.
drums more and more strong, and that high-pitched sound of American singer singing like a razor, in which the shuttle wanton dance floor, barking with the people around, shouting, twisted, in my eyes, which have become a silent slow motion, I feel like I do not know where the runway madness running and do not know anything behind in hot pursuit, I did not look up, only kept on staring at her down the steps forward Benyue constantly mm to the front of the run I do not know the destination.
Ji-sub him, he is.
my head buried in the river on the shoulders of the sea, the rapid screening of the brain freeze, and numerous fragments of high school so naturally open the door, Ji child to behave in the street laughing, watching me so carefully Ji-sub , Guo Lanlan is so delighted to accept the others to her, \Black T-shirt a good boy. \laughing at me jealous, let him look handsome. My heart is in the pounding, do not know how to do.
do not know how how long, I fell on the shoulders of the sea stream, full body sweat, you can still dare to lift his head. dance floor as more and more hot, so I feel it difficult to breathe.
River sea touch my back, asked: \so sweat? \around, approaching the door when I returned as quickly as thieves of the head, Ji-sub was still there dancing. I was soon put the head turned back, out of the bar.
the outside and the inside is really two of the world. temperatures much lower than the inside, not the inside of the strong noise music, go out like a battlefield from the invasion of Normandy came suddenly on the Pacific island. street lights are bright, front zero scattered a few scattered people who are from the inside out, chatting, smoking.
I leaned against the wall, and a deep breath, can still hear the faint pat themselves on the winding, as has just been the heartbeat . on the street is not deserted, there are many red and white Toyota lease back and forth, I looked forward Leng Leng silly against the wall, leaving the vehicle front as go-between between the reality and the general mend my memory to together.
aircraft that took off two years ago, China's civil aviation flight is life and life to pull back from the Sky in the capital, the bustling airport, off the crowd like a blurred black and white film images in the same child, and his scattered Ji around the mother, no color, no anger. Ji-sub that day wearing a sky blue T shirt, carrying a big orange box, carrying him back into the dark carrying a shoulder bag frequently; the shoulder bag which had I came close to hold a white letter, but it was still the recipient of the final letter is my own.
between trance, my memory began to confusion of dislocation, that has happened before and never happened something with the airport attack in my brain stand mm distance I actually plucked up her courage, from my corner of hiding went up, said goodbye to the sub-Ji; High School's games, I really throw it all all behind, in the night to write a long letter, in person at the Ji-sub's hands; in Games track, beyond Ji-sub at the moment, my footsteps and breathing are slowed down, so Cao Juan know what to do, also followed slow down, the time at that moment solidified, so that moment of me, smiled at the distant sub-Ji Adidas sneakers wearing speed quickly toward the end, as fast as I Now back and forth in front of a taxi.
I blinked and felt his head was right and wrong countless memories surrounded, one by one \bubbles rushed rushed to the surface of the water.
biggest bubble out of the water's surface like the martial arts special effects movies, like \I heard a familiar voice could not be more familiar at the door, said: \the boy came from my eyes. Their fast pace of fact, in my eyes, has become a frame and in slow motion. Ji-sub's sub seems a bit high, but also a little side face a bit, left ear earrings under the street light reflecting the light of subtle and sophisticated, who is a tight black T-shirt, and another boy to move forward side by side. His face was the same as before hanging smile, of what does not matter , do not care what kind of smile.
my heart was twisted into a group, past memories Ji Son Ji-image and my son continued rotation in front of his left ear suddenly became harsh and earrings eye-catching, as if ready to burn my eyes, like.
freeze frame end, they have a long way out.
I walked in the direction they are moving toward a few steps, not knowing exactly what they thought, the moment former head full of \stopped after a few steps, I know, from memory, I'm free to weave countless \years ago.
Road in front of the two boys side by side, warm nights in Hong Kong further and further away, I looked far, or in the beating heart to jump, you can have a clear mind a lot.
I turn around, a long way out of breath, do not know regret is that lucky or is numb. nightmare getting away,UGG boots cheap, I am ready to go back to stride forward.
behind the familiar voice came over: \Ji-sub ran me toward the door of the bar, and that figure seems to run more than two years before the Games, when I catch him before he saw from behind the figure. I ineffectively, to hear his heart beat fluctuations can be or too timid to say. so he went in, I will continue against the wall, looking down or turn around and let Ji Son, and the memory of my confusion with, once again by my own collection and storage.
Ji-sub in the footsteps of Fast forward a sudden stop in front of that moment, his head is also that moment, turned around.
I was just looking at him from behind, he did so back, and my eyes just for a collision.
Chen Jian White particular, they lost Japanese manga cartoons, often by some VCD dormitory see what football teenager who, basketball trapeze cartoon, often happened in a few seconds in the exaggerated extension of tens of minutes were not finished. I occasionally Kanji Yan, ridicule they so false it also depends on what procrastination.
now sub-Li Ji fifty-six meters in front of me where, exactly how my face. I feel a sudden extension of time to be added to the length, especially in such kind of a place, so like a forum. memory and imagination are just exhausted, when I look real and Ji-sub collision when all my thoughts have become empty, as if washed by heavy rain after the general, without any residual traces. I stood so straight Leng Leng, Ji ineffectively looking son, do not know what to do,UGG shoes, what to say.
child's eyes Ji What?
I seem to lose their ability to think, just a few seconds in that time, Ji-sub expressions and demeanor completely beyond my scope to judge. I can not find any suitable words to describe his expression.
Ji-sub's mouth open, stagnant, like a what to say, but without making a sound. from his mouth to see, and I know he wants to say \on over and engine noise from far and near, and from near and far, as a prelude to the general to stay in the mouth of the sub-Ji to bring out the words: \; and \words. And now, the two with confusion, joy, surprise, surprise, understand, and even some questioned the word spread from mouth Ji-sub in my ear and I felt I learned from heel to back of the head are numb.
Ji son approached, stood in front of me, looked at me, eyebrows gradually toward the center squeeze, examine fossils look like archaeologists. this moment, the street seems quiet a lot of , my own heavy breathing are so mercilessly back to their own ears. I was ineffectively, did not speak.
\\words, suddenly broke the stillness of the street, made me feel comfortable a lot.
\Ya actually here mm \to reality. I know, I mean the reality is not reality, this was back in the so-called reality, Ji child never seems to go abroad, his cynical, \also echoed in school.
my body and mind as if suddenly liberated a lot, directed Ji Son said: \shouted, his face nearest approach, called bit his lip done, it seems to have felt not enough, went on to call down: \> Nothing happens on the street passing vehicles, the silence that Jingqiang full Ji Son, \When heard footsteps behind him, a voice in the back asked: \shirt, short hair, stud is erected in the forehead, hair spray painted in the street after the light irradiation also issued.
Ji suck child suck Mody Mody mouth, said: \This is my high school classmate! \classmate. \awkward, apparently just learned long ago. he probably understand, then, under the tongue, then spit, Chong Ji son laugh. his tongue look is very cute, made me feel inexplicably can be lost. I reach out and he shook, saying: \> Chris nodded and said the word \together, but I could not speak. I did not speak, standing on the opposite promoter Ji smiled at him. It's that after a long while, Ji-sub if they recovered, and asked me: \How long? how is this here? play in? \practice, we need to do two months of it, you have to do these days. \moment now. \in bed in high school? \is under the tongue spit grimace, but succeeded arm around the shoulder as if Ji child clung tighter. Ji clung by his son seems uncomfortable, far from just him and Chris on the dance floor when dancing with understanding and care. < br> Chris leaned on Ji Son said: \> Chris cried: \then turned to me: \allows us to night, the fact that we live in the Large. \aware of their tone, there is no reason to stress.
Ji son staring at me, bite mouthpiece from his pocket and took out pen and paper to write on the eight-digit phone number into my pocket, said: \nodded. Ji-sub if not met,Discount UGG boots, standing still, waiting for me to be more positive response. I laughed and said: \leaving? \no weight, and have no any control the body's ability to pull such a child by Ji, and easily pulled into his embrace, Ji-sub smelled all the way unimpeded into my nose, the familiar The instantaneous time I feel stifled. Ji-sub tightly patted my back, in my ear: \you! you Ah for tomorrow to say we should give me a call! \the embrace of his airtight. I close my eyes and felt really willing to breathe in this close to not embrace loss of consciousness, the imagination and reality come to the same runway.
embrace the end, midnight, So Ji Sub and Chris to go away.
river behind the sea suddenly heard the voice: \see me, come hug me, saying loudly: \wide repercussions on the streets,UGGs, I use peripheral vision to the Ji-sub to cast a glance in the direction they go, just go back over here that sub-Ji.
Although not see Ji-sub's eyes, but my heart into chaos again Ma, past the scene and uncontrolled drop into my mind to go, sparking numerous waves, so my nerves were followed up and vulnerable.
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